Imagine sitting with Jesus and saying everything you’ve been holding in…
Your anxiety. Your doubt. Your exhaustion. What if none of it pushed Jesus away, and instead, it became the very place he meets you?
You love Jesus, but why does he still feel so far?
You want to trust him. You want to feel close to him. But anxiety lingers. Doubt creeps in. And some days, faith feels heavy instead of life-giving.
You’ve probably been told to “just pray more” or to “give it to God,” but that hasn’t made the struggle disappear. So you’ve kept trying. Kept showing up. Kept pushing through.
But inside, you still feel stuck, tired, or disconnected.
Now you’re asking:
Why does God feel quiet when I need him most?
Why do I feel distant even though I love him?
Why does my faith feel so shaky?
A 30-day digital devotional to help you reconnect with Jesus when you feel anxious, distant, or spiritually stuck.
30 Conversations with Jesus was created for the person who loves God but struggles to actually feel close to him, especially in seasons of anxiety, sadness, and overwhelm.
Inside, you’ll find 30 honest, Scripture-inspired conversations to help you:
bring your anxious thoughts to Jesus
process your emotions without shame
sit with him in your doubts
feel less alone in what you’re carrying
reconnect with God in a real and personal way
Read the Reviews
This book restored my hope & will to keep fighting!
This book is amazing! There were 5 different topics I'm currently struggling with in my relationship with Jesus that you covered and it made me want to cry!
SOPHIE
I'll definitely be coming back to this book, alongside the Word.
I absolutely loved how God spoke to me through this book. I'm sharing this with tears in my eyes.
JESS
I read the first conversation with tears streaming down my face.
I am so touched by your words. I just recently have felt the healing and growth I needed when I invited Jesus into it. Thank you! Your book initiated that healing for me.
ELIZABETH
Each day you’ll:
Read a short Scripture
Sit with an imaginary conversation
Bring your honest thoughts to Jesus
You don’t have to clean yourself up first. You don’t have to have perfect faith. You don’t have to hide the parts of you that feel messy, anxious, or unsure.
Jesus isn’t waiting for a better version of you. He’s inviting you to come as you are.
Even here. Even now.
MEET THE AUTHOR
Hey, I’m Felicia Joy!
After 15 years of struggling with my mental health, I get it. You want to be closer to God, but sometimes your mental struggles make it feel impossible. I won’t just tell you to “pray more.” I’ll help you find real healing and hope, even in the mess.
My ebook, “30 Conversations with Jesus,” was born out of deep, personal hurt. From crippling anxiety to struggling to trust God, I desperately wanted to find my way back to him.
Through reading Scripture, talking to Jesus, and imagining him sitting right next to me, I found real peace. I pray you find it too.